A new place --- A lot of expectations for a new life --- after a week in this new job I am left wondering.
What does new mean .........To me new means something very different, something out of the blue, something that makes me move towards it with renewed vigor
But the strange thing is I don't feel anything here. One week & the routineness of it all bugs me. Now I think why did I want this job at all................Anyother would perhaps be the same. I have a lot to learn.....a lot to think.........but their is nothing innovative about it all. Is it true that half of our life is spent trying to find something to do with the time we have rushed through life trying to save.
Wish I could understand it all
Or is it that we lack being able to prioritize right things.................................I suppose as we run after success, greatness, admiration ...........& even flattery somewhere the satisfaction & happiness part of it is left behind.
I am not able to understand the pleasure that I think I should get out of these new things. Staying literally alone I am not able to justify being here
But still life goes on .............I know I will not leave this job..................But than what is it that I want in life
I am still to find
